Thursday, October 9, 2008

Stardust

Today as I slowly zoned out
in my science class,
I thought about how before I learned science,
before I knew what lay beyond us, the planets and moons
and stars and galaxies and black holes and dark matter,
the sky was just sky.
The stars were sparkling fire balls giving us light.
And everything was so simplistic-
this is people,
this is ground,
this is birds and fish and animals,
this is Earth,
this is sky,
here is our moon, darling.

What possibilities lay beyond those words?

Today Bill Bryson's voice comes out of the CD player in our classroom.
"At some point in time, everything, ALL things, were compacted into something so small that it was half the size of an atom. This is called a singularity. In three seconds, this singularity exploded (the Big Bang.) And, withing three minutes, our universe became. How did all matter become so small? We don't know."

We don't know. But somehow we came out of it. The earth and the waters and sun that keep us alive. Here we are, and we are made of stardust. This is no metaphor, though it could be.

We are made of stardust.

4 comments:

C. Brannan said...

Beautiful Micaela,
I'm going to forward this one to all my friends. We are fired with the stuff of stars, yes. And yet, to be human is even better. In spite of the ways we break, we can still dream and cartwheel with joy. Darling, I love you.

Tom said...

Micaela:

There is something so insightful about this poem. We are big, we are small, we are possibilities.

I just read a line from the author Saul Bellow and he says, "And I dreamed down at the clouds, and thought that when I was a kid I had dreamed up at them."

I thought of it because you are looking past the clouds...to what possibilities lie beyond. You too have seen both sides of the clouds.

My favorite line is--"here is our moon, darling."

You are my darling.

Dad

Anonymous said...

Micaela,

When I grow up I want to be able to write like you do.

Love,

Uncle Patrick

Aurora said...

So what your trying to say is that the "Big Bang" came from a cowboy with dirty brown boots with stars on his heels. He kicks 'em together a little to shake things up and suddenly the science teacher states, "...and that's how the world came to be."

I remember that day of class a little differently, but I get you lil' darlin'.

Brent